revalation

i had a revelation last night. i took a break from the computer and i started to just mess with my samplers. this is what i should have been doing all along. things just change so fast, and nothings ever the same as i remember so i think its time for me to embrace that and make most of the music on the devices i have. i read that when brian eno makes his ambient music, hell have like more than 60 generations of tape hiss on some of the tracks, and the song i ended up making is kindof fuzzy, but everything works together so much better than on the computer. and its so much easier to mix. so i dont know what im going to do. im probaby going to start a three way between my computer my 404 and my su 200 and start cutting ties and making decisions or im never going to be done!

this is the only thing im certain of after last night,
more shows asap

here's this

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but its back once again.

alright. uhhh

fuck. i think i need to acually realease a song or two. or just upload some stuff . goddam but its not done.

update

sooooo this record and lp ive been talkin about are kindof a long way off i feel like. so im gonna try and remix hd googles and this other acoustic thing real quick.

figured id put some writings here i mean..

sept 2 2011

in the light you saw the
town within the patterns
and structure beyond your favor

today you find a printed note
directed at you by a faraway center

when in fact its time, ill take
a wrinkle in mine, please

when its fact ill keep bouncing off my neighbor, to keep with
tradition.

why dont you leave a letter here?
why didnt you read my notes i
set, here.

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i sing to my hearts distress
i collapse like the remaining
buildings from a different age

the beats on my lungs and my chest
send me to expand like when
you rush the morning tide

staring stops/another hand
now look ive gone got my
reluctance in a tangled knot
pulled by unseen hands

likeness builds on implication
the road to take, a new direction?

the time i find so interesting breaks
apart into something i feel so
indifferent lately.

i forgot the last thing i was saying
what were we talkin about?

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the sameness rules around the
band of flash and fire a tape
ahead and face the dead wholl
never find what they are looking for

next to my buried deep down
desires crouches a slender monster
wholl tryll put your mouth in a coffin

then drip grains of sands till your
nothing hes patient

and waiting for nothing in particular
but then hell fucking grab you when you
pull the plug

its different, not knowing where youve been
but to wake up in the day and wonder
how long its been and deem it not gone and hum it along the
surmpassive stream
i dont work to find you floating in my dreams

i cant wait

oooooOOOoOOOoooOOooo

my plan..

was to release an e.p. before i released the record ive been working on forever. but yesterday when i was going thru and organizing all the tracks for the ep i realized that i had 9 of them. sooo basicly another record.. so now i dont know what to do. but just know that there will be 22 songs coming soon in the future!